Eccentric

I drove my (going-to-be) MyVi, with Ayah again beside me. As usual, I got free lecture, cause I drove recklessly, especially each time at any corner. He told me to hold the steering toughly each time to turn whether right or left. No wonder my instructor used to call me tauhu (tofu) and Mama called me sotong (squid) cause they said my hands are very weak and I'm unable to do hard work. (This fine fingers belong to art work, not labour work - that's the excuse I always give). But wait, I can do gardening, sawing, cutting paper (until I separated my tendon huh?). Plus, I can't estimate relevant target between left and right, is it something wrong with my eyes? With glasses, I see many straight things are like curve.. and if I take it off, I could see ghost! (O.o)"

They're all lame excuses. The reason should be I seldom (less than 5 times after I got my P since 2008) drive, that's why my driving skills beyond 0 (lame joke), I'm getting my CDL this October, but my real license is under Ayah's control. He never forbids me to drive, but I'm one whom lack of confidence and skill, and even my P stickers became as my bookmark. The troublesome one is me. Call me MENDOKUSE (means 'what a drag') if you wish.

Just imagine Sakura is Ayah, and Naruto is me. That's how Ayah so mad at me. Ha3

I drove until wet market in Parit Yaani and waiting for Ayah to buy prawn to make mee bandung. Then, he continued driving to another market a.k.a pasar pagi (is that morning market? ha3). Last time I went to that place was in 2008, and I felt like a stranger - maybe just the market has changed a lot. Living in Kuala Lipis for 4 years made me felt awkward walking at a street with lots people speak in Javanese.
(truth: I'm a Javanese descendant whom can't speak the language).

First place we stopped by was catfish stall. Believe it or not, the stall keeper caught the fish bare handed alive! :o

Then, a young lady (about 25) helped her to clean the fishes. It's WOW! Catfish OKAY! (truth: I only know how to clean prawn and squid perfectly, not fish or chicken, and not even meat! All crushed!)

Beef! >.<

Mushroom! Is that how they grow??? :o

I talked as if I was really an ALIEN who just landed on earth. As I walked alone to see what's up further, a stall keeper called me "Cikgu, mari mari~ Daging murah" I was, eehh??? how did he guess I'm a teacher??? I was just wearing a khaki shirt and brown cargo pants with a black hijab lid! It's usual if people called me that in Kuala Lipis, but not in Batu Pahat! Unless, I was wearing baju kurung with shining ditch black name tag, that wouldn't be a wonder. (If he wondered by my look, I'd rather say HEY, I'M AN OPHTHALMOLOGIST!) *evil laugh*

Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

4.13 pm: Went to BP Mall with Ayah.

Why with gloomy face? 

The main reason we went out to BP was to purchase my canvas, but no ideal size for what I required. I refused to buy canvas fabric for DIY one. Sad mode has just begun. Accompanying Ayah to shopping, eventually I had to walked alone (I'm quite sombre since yesterday), shopping myself, purchased a shirt and a CD game (Fable III - what I was questing so long). Well, at least I was able to smile back. ^___^

3 good things happened in this past 30 days.

1. The remaining non-absorbable sutures inside my finger had taken out. I feel truly comfortable now.

2. Finished my 5th semester. 3 more to go.

3. Allah lets me live healthy and happily until today.

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.

Playing Gaiaonline.

I play Gaia since 2005, when I was 16.

This is Gaiaonline.

What you can see after login. This is my profile, it's not private like my facebook.

Have a normal life, get dressed daily - but with much cooler clothes and equipments. 

My aquarium, all the fishes are weirdos.

That's a short brief about Gaiaonline.

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

1. Rise when I fall.
2. Willing to accept the truth, the destiny.
3. Steadfast  in my principal.
4. Do not admit I'm wrong when I know I'm right.
5. Try to understand people around me better, because everybody is different.
6. This challenge gives me opportunity to think what haven't crossed in my mind yet.
7. Karma's existence - it could happen back in no time. It's not about me, it's about what I've seen.
8. There is no guarantee how long we will be alive, Allah will take us anytime.
9. Should've prepared better for my examination.

Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?

Dear gentleman,

You don't need to be handsome, tall, rich, freakin' romantic, stylish, etc. to attract me.^_^

For me, it's pretty attractive when a man cares about his grades, neat & tidy, and knows how to make a good conversation with me. (but it doesn't mean you must be too friendly and talkative). I also mostly attracted to those whom is elder than me, usually 2-5 years elder. (Hi, I'm 22. LOL). Plus, I really like watching those (either male or female) who never left his responsibility towards Allah, able to be an Imam. NO SMOKING! of course. It'd be bonus if the man can cook! (I guess this one is quite essential, too). Another criteria is those who loves sport - watching people sweating brings my perception that the person must be someone who cares about healthy lifestyle. But heck no I don't attracted to muscular guy.

Physically, I don't really mind how does he looks, average and normal is fine enough to pleasure my eyes. However, if you're wondering my type - fair, 15 -20cm taller than me (I'm 157 cm) with short light black or dark brown hair. Sometimes I also attracted to those who has masculine looks like Jensen Ackles.

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.

VENICE. 

Dream honeymoon  location. 

Target: Do savings, visit this artistic civilization, even by my own - before 30. =D

Day 25 – Who are you?

A daughter

The youngest member in family

A student

A teacher in next 1 1/2 years

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.

It's not a stuff, it's not a book, it's not a food. It's MY FAMILY. =D

Day 23 – 15 facts about you.

1. A girl.
2. Muslim.
3. Quasi nerd.
4. Loves art.
5. Right-handed.
6. Not smart enough, but cares about grades.
7. Going to be a teacher.
8. Reads newspaper daily, at least the topic.
9. Seafood allergy.
10. Hates beansprout.
11. Writes in English a lot, but fails to speak fluently.
12. Plays Gaiaonline since 6 years ago.
13. Myth, mystery and UFO lover.
14. 17 stitches on left thumb, index and middle finger.
15. Tend to say "GAY" but doesn't mean about homosexual, it refers - uncool, funny, fail. (^__^)

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Dear backstabber,

You're immature. TRULY IMMATURE. Just because a small misunderstanding, you treat me such way. You curse like uneducated and no moral person. The lazy one is you, the indiscipline one is you, the one that made the lecturer angry is you. Again, IT'S YOU. See who's the troublesome one?

The reason I didn't fight back because I'm mature enough to understand that my anger towards our misunderstanding won't resolve anything. I'M NOT YOU, that's why I don't curse back. I could get better back up instead you did, but I just kept silent because I don't like to make a small matter turns to a big trouble. Getting back up for fight? I've grown up, UNLIKE YOU! However, I never hate you because I'm not one whom keep grudge like YOU!

YOU'RE JUST LIKE CLOUDS, MY DAY IS MUCH BRIGHTER WHEN YOU'RE GONE. =)

Maybe the reason Allah removes someone from my life is to protect me. If so, I'm truly grateful. ^__^

Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.

 

Handsome gadget. I named of mine as Prince Sawyer Philbert (PSP)

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

Wawa Magic - Nickname I chose at 12, and until today, I love it so much.

Wawa - My nickname since I was a kid.
Magic - it's magic~ hahahaha (I don't say I can do magic)

Paint your life canvas, make my masterpiece 

Paint = What I do every day/ My activity
Canvas = The timeline of my life
Masterpiece = What I get from what I do/ my effort :D

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

Pilgrimage.

I hope to visit there at least before I'm 25.

Another Frankenstein Story (Not for kids!)

I went to Hospital Kuala Lipis on Wednesday (previous week). Another appointment (which supposed to be in March at the first place, but turned May [after 3 times changed the date] since I was so busy bee for long period) to see the orthopedist. Regarding my tendon injury. Since February, I noticed there were two sutures remained hidden under the skin of my middle finger (where the tendon was cut). So I told the doctor (a young lady) to remove 'em. I knew already she had to slice my skin (I'm willingly asking her that favour T_T).

Let's see the step. Click the photo to enlarge.

DO CLOSE YOUR EYES IF YOU FEEL GORY AND HEMOPHOBIA.

1. Get ready.

2. Anaesthetic (yey!) - the dark colour wasn't my blood, it's just iodine.

3. Slice! Cut! Chop! OH NO! (watch the red circle. that's the blade! so cute.)

4. Let's dig and pick. Ouch. (Several times my finger had to be slice again and again, 

since it's hard to pull out the suture)

5. Stitching ( with a kind of suture will decay 'emself)

6. Tadaaa~ DONE! (^__^)Y

I'm the real FRANKENSTEIN.

6. Put the splint.

Extra recoding:

1. See how the doctor try to pick the suture out.

I know it's not so clear LOL

2. How to make a Frankenstein =)

Well, how did I feel? I just felt like 'err... my finger seems to be like a thin rubber layer when she (doctor) cut it' LOL. I becoming senseless watching what the doctor did to my finger 'cuz the pain wasn't same as before (when my tendon injured), that's why I dare to watch the step from A to Z and even snapped the photos myself! Plus, the remaining sutures actually knotted (estimated 1cm each) inside my finger, that's why I always felt so uncomfortable. Thanks to Allah and I felt very relieved. :D

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

(random pick from my collection. yey i like ryan reynolds!)

MALE: 

1. Those who look down about religion.

2. Over boasting.

3. Talk smut.

4. Mighty level of ego (hardly to apology, to thank).

5. Act like an angel in public, but act like a banshee at the back.

(another random pick. i have charice photo??? OH NO. ha3)

FEMALE:

1. Attention seeker.

2. Bragging.

3. Nonindependent.

4. Act like a sheep in public, but act like a wolf at the back.

5. Harsh word for very small matter.

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.

I look forward to be a superior teacher, or specialist in teaching art. At the same time, I wish to pursue master in art - well, at the first place I was thinking to focus on my further study later (means taking break from teaching for about 2 years) yet Ayah said that would make me lose my seniority for that period. (Seniority is very crucial in my profession). 

Actually, I hope to do my master abroad, my target is either Royal Academy of Art in London or University of Florence in Italy. - studying in foreign country is always what students dream of. If it won't be for my master, then I hope it'll be for doctorate. But still, it depends on how my chance will be. Univesiti Sains Malaysia (USM) would be great, too.  =D

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16th May - SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI GURU KEPADA WARGA PENDIDIK MALAYSIA

Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why

2 weeks more to go for upcoming month. 

I just want to finish this semester peacefully. Sitting for exam calmly. Ya, usually when the exam is around the corner, I do see lots negative things happen, each semester - conflict, water crisis, hysteria, etc. Just hope it won't happen anymore. No one likes 'em.

27th May - I hope I'm already at home safely.

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

Most important one after cloth.

Cellphone.

and wallet (hey where's the pic??? ha3)

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

I seldom watch TV and there's no answer for this.

Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist

Do you know what band is this?

 Poets of the Fall

This band was introduced by my friend last year.
The songs and the video clips are *thumbs up*
They're from Finland.

Their 1st song I've listened that caught my heart LOL

Day 12 – Your current relationship

I'm single.

To be honest, I'm single all my life - I'm 22 and I've never had boyfriend. Well, I don't think it's a big deal. For me, I'm still young. Some boys tried on me, but they failed. The reasons are, I'm not ready to have one and I don't feel like choosing any (indeed I'm PICKY as well).

Here's a quote -

"Being picky is never a bad thing, 

when you have a lot to offer you have

to make sure that person is worthy."

- Stevie The Truth - 

and

"Biar memilih, jangan tersalah pilih."

I'm still happy to be single and available like now. Moreover, as long as I see lot friends in similar status as mine, I won't trigger to be in a relationship. Some people say love will come in the right time - so I don't mind waiting. There's in certain aspect I could wait patiently. Plus, as long as I'm not ready to get married, I guess boyfriend wouldn't be in my life dictionary. The boyfriend that woman requires is the one whom could be her husband.

OK, how do I lead my single life?

1. I don't have to spend extra time to think about another boy, so I could focus thinking about what I want, what I like, what I wish. I want to finish my study peacefully without having any heart or love problems because I myself is quite a troublesome person and not mature enough to manage my life, so I won't bother someone else.

2. I'm free to decide what I want to do, where I want to go, what I want to wear, who I want to call. Only Allah and the girl in the mirror could stop me.

3. I don't have to spend my money to purchase what I dislike just to impress or attract the boy I love (e.g. - a boyfriend ask her girlfriend to wear something [though the girl dislike] just to please her boyfriend's eyes).

4. I don't have to spare my feelings to feel jealous.

5. I could spend my free time for my family, though they're busy - at least I'm here when they need me. :D

That's enough to write. I never say having boyfriend or getting marry at my age is wrong, but I'm explaining this is what I choose to be single until now. One day I still need to get someone in my life. Err... perhaps before I graduate? Allah will decide that for me :)

Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory

The year we reached 20 - the beginning of adulthood. I have chance to do this reckless thing with my friends, yes very RECKLESS - Empangan Jaleh has been declared as prohibited area now.

Here's the story to share:

It was a public holiday (I'm not sure which one) we're having our picnic together, reached at Empangan Jaleh (15 minutes from my campus) at early morning. The waterfall looks so beauty, the place was recommended by our tutor. He said it felt like messaging when we're sitting under the waterfall - ok that's not the point. 

Playing around, almost afternoon - the water flow was getting rapid. Yet, we were surrounded by very strong fishy smell. We climbed up the waterfall  (and the stones structure indeed is slippery and we could easily fall down and injured.) to see what's up there - where's the water comes from.

Guess what we've seen - CAGE CULTURE!!!! (+.+).

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

I used this place as my number one, each time I went out with my sister;

 But ever since the halal matter turned as a dispute, I've stopped eating here.

So, now:

Any Pizza Hut in front of my eyes! (except when I'm broke lalalala~)

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

just envelope

Day 8 – Your dream wedding

err... What a day... =.="

1. I want various kind of beverages like my all brothers wedding. Since I'm the youngest, mind Ayah provides 15-20? ha3

2. I want ayam golek like Abang Cik's wedding. he3

3. I want KDWC to sponsored my wedding cards and goodies bags (including chocs!).
(Bole kan, Abg Long, Kak Reeny? kih3)

This one for sure.

(all photos were taken during all my brothers' wedding)

It's not something I can really talk about, cuz I really have no idea or any planning about this. Oh wait, maybe I choose dark brown + turquoise as theme colour since both are my fav colours. LOL. *palmface*